N•7 // Garden Lingerie

It's been a while since I've done a style post and since I can't stop looking at myself tonight I figured this was as good a time as any to correct that.

ALSO, elikatira, which is where this amazeballs hair is from, is having a big sale to celebrate her 9th rezday! Until August 22, 2014 all hair is L$99 for a single color pack and L$550 for the FATPACK! 

:D You seriously can't beat that. Elikatira has been one of my top hair stores since I joined SL.

B O D Y ↓

• Shape // My Own

• Skin // Glam Affair - Rose Skin in Asia

• Hair // elikatira - Marnie  ** NEW **

• Eyes // Insufferable Dastard - Shine (Soft)  in Indigo ** NEW ** 

• Lashes // Mon cheri - Falsies 

• Teeth // DeeTalez 

• Ears // Mandala

• Hands // Slink

• Booty // L.Inc - Cute Azz

• Boobs // Lolas - Tango Delicq

A C C E S S O R I E S ↓

• Necklace // Cute Poison - Tagged Necklace

• Bangles L // Bishes

C LO T H E S ↓

• Lingerie Set // The Whore Mansion - Selena Lingerie in Azure

• Shoes // REIGN - Liberty Wedges HIGH in Teal 

P O S E ↓
• Cream // Implant Poses IV 

No sleep something something.

I've had trouble sleeping sooo I ended up making a new pic for my escorting adboards.

Argggggggh.

Yesterday was incredibly frustrating and I can't discuss it in detail because it could still cause problems for me.

Frankly, it was NOT as bad as I was expected but there were still moments where I was so....INDIGNANTLY ANGRY that my hands went cold and I had to take a deep breath to steady myself.

I will say this.... At least when I call someone out about something it's based on things that I've observed over several occasions rather than "what I heard" or ONE supposed example that I didn't even ask about before jumping conclusions.

So.

So there.

RAWRRR. AND NOT THE SEXY KIND.

Ok. I actually feel a tiny bit better now. Sorry for the vague blogging, but somethings are better left unsaid in a public forum.

One more post....

Ryu wanted a picture with Ell and I and I liked the way it came out. Then Ell and I wanted a version of it with just the two of us too.

Take Me Away

Sometimes SL can be a lonely place. I'm not that good at making friends. I dunno why. Well, part of it is my name obviously attracts people that just wanna fuck a lot. But past that. I'm kinda weird. I don't ever feel comfortable IMing someone first until I've known them for a while or we have gotten comfortable with each other. I work a lot and sometimes hanging out means being at the club with me.

But sometimes dancing/escorting/managing get overwhelming and I just want someone to explore with. Play a game of greedy with. Cuddle. Go shopping. Be silly and run around tormenting people.

Ell is usually busy on her RP sim so I don't see her often. We IM constantly of course but we don't get much avatar face time. I spend a lot of time standing around my skybox or in the club alone or taking pictures.

I definitely don't meet a lot of men I feel connections with either. Hercule was ok at first, ages ago. He spoiled me and we spent time together on his sim but then he got....weird. He spent most of his time building and I would get bored standing there watching him while he occasionally TP'd me to where he was terraforming and would sometimes tickle me. Then he blamed me for not entertaining him enough. Whatevs. His English was hard to understand more often than not and he was high......again, more often than not.

Of course I miss Lu and shopping and fucking and dancing with him. And of  course logging into presents from him. But I've already discussed that some in here.

Kovu has come back, again. On another new name. But I haven't seen him online at all. Just got a couple offlines and a friend request. Plus, when he came back last time I just ended up getting hurt again when he decided that since I wasn't on as much as I used to be before I had my RL BF that he'd write in his profile his "partner box didn't really matter". Still upset about that. I don't partner people easily. In fact there's been exactly two people in my 4+ years of SecondLife.

I dunno. I want more SL friends and I want a guy to be with in SL. Someone that makes me look forward to logging on and talking to them.

Bleh.

I should get some sleep. I have to get up early (for me anyways) to go to a manager's meeting for the club. I dunno what to expect from that. Maybe some complaining that I'm not on during the day. But I'm a nightowl. That's just how it is.

Cunt cunt cunt cunt.

This. This too. Also extremely applicable to how I'm feeling.

Beez In The Trap

This surprisingly sums out how I'm feeling tonight pretty well.


Bitches ain't shit, and they ain't sayin' nuthin'
A hundred muthafuckas can't tell me nuthin'
I beez in the trap, bee, beez in the trap
I beez in the trap, bee, beez in the trap


Damn, damn what they say about me?
I don't know man, fuck is on your biscuit?
If I get hits, swinging on a big bitch
I don't know man, I'm shittin' on your whole life

You keep using that word.....

I do not think it means what you think it means.

Errrg. Guy IMs me tonight and asks if I would be willing to blow him in IMs while his wife was asleep. I say I don't do it for free and he says he'll pay me L$500 to RP Chun Li blowing him.

Now, 500 is quite a bit less than I normally charge. But I decided screw it. It's just in IMs and it's not something I've done before. I'm not fully sure how to be Chun Li giving a blow job but I'll go for it. I clarify that it is just in IMs and he says yes, he loves ParaRP. Alright. Cool. Let's do this.

He pays me the 500L and emotes leaning against his desk and unzipping his pants and saying that it'd better be the sluttiest Chun Li ever.

I start emoting.

Slut Fallen smiles, sinking to her knees gracefully. Her short skirt riding up her powerful thighs as she does. Without a word she reaches eagerly for your cock, slender hand slipping in to grasp your shaft firmly in her grip.
Wants to bang Chun Li: *smirking down at her, his cock growing in her hnad* Its a good start..
Slut Fallen licks her lips, feeling the firmness against her fingers, pulling you free from your pants. Looking up at you and flashing a bit of a playful wink, her strong grip squeezing your shaft before she leans in to drag her tongue firmly across the head
WTBCL: ALright, want you to really convince me Im getting blown by Chun, come on..
WTBCL: I want her swallowing my cock..
Slut Fallen: not at all interested in paraRP foreplay I see.
Slut Fallen: fine [ at this point I started typing up an emote about shoving him back on his desk and taking all of his cock, but his next message came before I'd finished it and what he said annoyed me. This is when I decided to say fuck it, I'm not gonna do this RP. ]
WTBCL: Paying you to service me..
WTBCL: I want a slutty ass Chun Li, come on..
Slut Fallen: ok, yes, but you didn't tell me you wanted me to just slam your dick in my mouth. You said you liked paraRP, so I was gigving you para RP.
WTBCL: I do, I like detailed descriptions..
Slut Fallen: and that's what I was doing. If I'm not your style of para RP then I will refund your 500L and wish you luck.
WTBCL: Just want Chun blowing me, is that so tough? lol
Slut Fallen: apparently for me it is. Sorry I can't seem to do your particular kind of paraRP since my emotes weren't what you wanted. Good luck finding someone who can do it to your satisfaction.

And I did return his 500L.

I mean, sure, I probably could have just started slamming his dick down my throat but I was annoyed and it wasn't really worth the 500L. When he said paraRP and started by unzipping his fly I assumed he wanted.... I dunno, R FREAKING P. I can give detailed descriptions about his cock in my throat but if he had wanted it to start there or go immediately there, he should have told me. Otherwise I was going to paraRP the whole scene because he said he liked paraRP. Then he just sorta irked me. I mean, it's not like he was giving me any sort of RP to go off of on his end.

He didn't say anything else after my last message and I removed him from my friends list. He wasn't terrible or anything, just pushed my buttons in the wrong way and the amount I was getting for it wasn't enough to make me suck it up. No pun intended.

Are you an escort?

I think I'm going to start posting every time I get this question. And I'd like to add the first pick in my profile is also about my being an escort.

Sometimes when I'm working on pictures or watching tv or just plain tired enough I might doze off, I go to freelance sims instead of working in the club. Mainly because if I fall asleep I don't want to ignore people coming into a club. But if I fall asleep at a freelance sim then I generally get woken up by the sound of the IM. And if I don't, it's not a huge deal.

Anyways, this is a thing that gets asked on a regular basis. This time it was at Redlight Escorts.


[16:43] B____: heya
[16:44] Slut Fallen: hi :)
[16:44]  B____: how r u babe/?
[16:44] Slut Fallen: not bad, yourself?
[16:45]  B____: good thanks
[16:45]  B____: do u escort babe?
[16:47] Slut Fallen: yep, it's why I'm wearing an escort tag on an escort sim. lol xD
[16:48]  B____: hey ive mey plenty of girls that have a tag like that,whom only like hanging around these types of places lol......do u cam at all?
[16:49] Slut Fallen: that seems pointless. lol. I've never known a girl with an escort tag on an escort sim to NOT be a escort. haha. But no, sorry, I don't cam.

Comparison to...wut?

This guy tips me and my friend nearly 2k each, then ask for our rates. I don't even.... wut. And this is after he spent a good 20 minutes trying to make be mean to him and talking about forcing my friend to serve him and not caring about consent.

[03:32] Him: . I wouldn't hire either of you.. just from comparison..
[03:32] Him: . but you seem like sweet girls..
[03:32] Him: good night.
[03:33]  Ϯ ℒily ĸιттεн Ϯ : That's fine. I wouldn't hire you either ;)
[03:33] Him: .. :). and that's fine by me.
[03:33]  Ϯ ℒily ĸιттεн Ϯ : lol, have a good night :)

Also....

I know I've been MIA for a while. I'll do a longer post later tonight or tomorrow. Right now though I'm gonna stand around Escort Oasis, eat some Jalepeno Cheetos and watch Hell's Kitchen while I wait to see if I can earn some shopping money tonight. xD

Fucccck me.

Someone send me like, L$20,000 please. Project Limited just started and I need everything. EVERYTHING. Especially some of the shoes.

Love. Love love love love love.