Nice to get out sometimes.

This morning 4Play was under construction as we were moved into the new building, so I had several VIPs IMing me asking "Where's the club?". Kovu happened to be one of them and we ended up wandering off to dance together at Sanctuary Rock.

Most of my SL time is spent dancing, escorting or shopping. I hardly every just go hang out with someone anymore. And it was kind of nice to do just that. Moos eventually joined us there too for a wee bit, then when the region restarted Kovu and I ended up going to visit Sats while she was working.

Was just a bit of a relaxing morning. Granted, I was EXHAUSTED since I hadn't slept yet, but that was ok.

Not that kind of whore.

Sometimes I wish I was an attention whore in SL. But then I suppose I would end up hating myself. I hear girls that natter on about absolutely nothing, or fawn over a few guys and get all this attention and praise and every once in a while I get a little jealous. I'm much quieter and a bit more reserved. I don't like talking just for the sake of talking and I don't like acting out just to get someone to notice me. To be honest, I'm not sure I could do that even if I tried.

But....it would be nice to have some attention sometimes from a sexy, intelligent man.

Ahh well.

Dramaz.

Oh Lord. SL drama cracks me up sometimes.

So I log onto SL and my friend sends me a TP to hang out with him and some of his other friends. I ask who's there and he asks if it matters. I shrug and take the TP. I get there and his ex is there. Who is also an ex co-worker of mine from 4 Play Lounge. She no longer works there now so I haven't seen her in a while.

When I landed my voice chat wasn't working. My friend, we'll call him R for this post, tells me that everyone is on voice so I start fiddling with it to get it to work. In the process of it R tells me that his ex, K, is flipping out because I'm there. Apparently she hates me because she thinks R chose me over her. Which isn't true. I never tried to break them up or anything. The reason they entered splitsville was not of my doing. But she doesn't care. She's young and I'm an easy scapegoat.

I manage to get voice working just in time to hear one of the other girls there ask if I actually DID anything and K starts going off about some rumor. I say in local then that I didn't actually do anything, but it didn't matter because I'm leaving. K starts telling me not to go that she's just going to talk to her friend in IMs. R tells me that we're at K's house and then I feel a bit bad so I just TP out.

I don't know what the "rumor" going around is, but I'm kind of curious. R apologizes and I tell him not to worry about it. I'm not mad at all, and in fact I find the whole situation rather entertaining. xD

My new SL profile picture

What's your digits?

I've seen this going around the SL blogosphere for about a year or so now, and I decided I'd finally give it a go. After looking at the numbers I've realized I may have a bit of a gorilla arm thing going on. Hah.

And my boobs are a lot larger than most of the SL fashonista's that I see. But hey. When you work as a pixel stripper and escort, it's totally allowed. But that does make fitting mesh clothing a pain in the ass sometimes. I have a few mesh tops that I'll wear that either come with a busty option, or they're just totally worth my tweaking my shape a bit to wear. I don't mind if the outfit is super worth it. It's not like I can't change it back to this afterwards. xD Ah the joys of SL. I wish I had body shape sliders in RL.

Another introduction.

I've made a lot of blogs over the years, but none of them have ever really lasted very long. Except my livejournal. And I think the reason I keep moving around and making more blogs is because I want to have an experience that is comparable to LJ. I wrote in that many times a day, for years. I made some true friends there. Some that I still have now. And ever since I've been looking for another place and way to bare my soul without fear of judgement. Every new blog I make I tell myself, "This will be the one. This will be the blog where I can talk about anything and everything." And somehow, it never works out that way. It always turns into a niche blog and then I end up with several to keep track of. My sex blog. My depression blog. My "normal" blog. My secondlife blog. And then because I'm oversaturated with blogs to choose from, they all end up like crap and I end up unsatisfied.

So. Here we go again. This is going to be an attempt at a for realsies "everything" blog. No holding back anything. No hiding my feelings or the like.

I'm sure it's gonna be a fucked up ride.