My neighbor is an excellent decorator.

I ended up derendering and blacklisting everything on their parcel because 1.) It's ugly and 2.) the lag was killer. As I was derendering I counted no less than 9 breedables/zooby animals with full hovertext and movement enabled. >.<

She a stupid ho.

This is a thought that I've been mulling over in my mind on and off for a while. And to be quite honest, it's something that I think can definitely apply to SL and RL.

Why is it generally assumed that being a slut means a person isn't intelligent? Or somehow inherently "bad"?

I've gotten a lot of comments on my SecondLife name over the 4 years I've been using this avatar. I've been denied employment in clubs because of it. They wanted a "classier" image and my name didn't fit in. Alright, whatever works. I've had people exclude me from non-sexual activities and god forbid I accidentally end up somewhere PG or family friendly. I got told off once on a Moderate sim that didn't allow escorting. I wasn't there TO escort. I was there because a friend wanted to show me a train they had set up there.

All of these things were issues I expected from my SL name, but I just laugh them off because hey, I get it. My name is Slut and not everyone is comfortable with that. My display name is different for a reason. A lot of people have told me they aren't comfortable calling me slut and I'm more than ok with that. In fact sometimes it's almost jarring to me now when someone I don't know uses it because I sometimes forget it's my name. My FAVORITES though are the ones that ask me if it's ok they call me slut, or if I mind it. And I always have to laugh and say, "Well, I gave myself that name so...."

Anyways, getting sidetracked. Clearly my having the name "Slut" and being an escort in SecondLife and well, just all around SLUTTY in general hasn't had a negative impact on my intelligence.

In RL I've been promiscuous as well. My RL BF and I enjoy threesomes and gangbangs. I met him because he was one of my 1,000+ followers of my RL sex blog and to paraphrase, he started talking to me because he fell in love with my wet pussy. THOUSANDS of people have seen the RL me naked. I couldn't even give you a precise number of how many cocks have been in my mouth. Or even the name of all the men I've slept with. And disclaimer, I've always been safe/sane/consensual, been tested, used condoms, all the normal things people balk at when I say I've been just as much of a slut in RL as in SL.

But those things are my choice to do. It's my choice if I want to show off my tits. Or if I want to fuck 5 men in a night. My RL BF and I have a strong, stable relationship. We live together and we tell each other everything. I don't cheat on him. We're comfortable and happy with our relationship, and he loves that I'm a slut. And I love it too.

But look.... even after having dozens of cocks in me.... I'm still able to coherently write and express myself! I still received an excellent education. I still graduated high school with an A average. I still got scholarships to college. I'm still a classically trained musician. And I'm still a slut.

Enjoying being a "slut" and being intelligent are not necessarily mutually exclusive. Nor is being a slut my entire personality. Of course I like male attention. And female for that matter. I enjoy sexually charged conversations and roleplay. I enjoy SEX. I also enjoy cooking. And writing. And spending time with loved ones. And watching geeky tv shows and playing video games. Being a self proclaimed, and proud, slut is not the entirety of my being. And if I'm happy with the way I am, and I'm not affecting your life at all, then who are you to judge me for it? You may have your preconceived notions of stupid sluts and dumb whores, and I understand. But you might want to reconsider it, just a tad.

Silly.

Ahhh this annoyed me at first, but there's no stopping it, so I've just gotta laugh it off.

I'm a profile stalker. Always have been. When I'm bored or standing around somewhere I look at profiles of people around me. If someone on my friend list changes their display name, I look at their profile. If I haven't talked to them in a while, I look at their profile. You get the idea.

Anyways, there's a girl I know that's starting her own club. And whatever, more power to her. Clubs are hard sometimes but if she wants to do it, go for it. I look at her profile and she's got a section for her rules for being hired for her services.

And 90% of it is copy/pasted from my escort card. BUT. You can tell which 10% she added because all of her additions have spelling and grammatical errors. HAH.

This is nothing new really. I see my notecards and my words pop up all the time. I was working at this one club for a while as a manager years ago, then left for a while. When I went back a year or so later they asked me to apply to be manager again and gave me an application. And it was still the manager application I had made the year previous. Sometimes I look at a club notecard and the words and formatting looks super familiar and I'll check the properties of the card. It's not always an edited one of mine, but it occasionally it. Same with escorting cards.

And like I said, it can't really be STOPPED, so whatever. I guess it's flattering that people think my cards and words are put together well enough to steal. *laughs*

N•8 → Boyfriend Jeans

B O D Y ↓

• Shape // My Own

• Skin // Glam Affair - Rose Skin in Asia

• Hair // MINA Hair - Jett/Brett [Ombre Pack] @ K U S T O M 9

• Lashes // Mon cheri - Falsies 

• Teeth // [whatever] - Teeth 2.0 * NEW *

• Ears // Mandala

• Hands // Slink

• Boobs // Lolas - Tango Delicq

A C C E S S O R I E S ↓

• Choker // Blah. - My Penta Choker @ Black Fashion Fair

C LO T H E S ↓

• Top // REIGN - Bowtie Top

• Pants // Spirit Store - Gwen Boyfriend Jeans in Light Blue * NEW * 

• Shoes // REIGN - Stark Pumps

 • Clutch // Amitomo Clutch Bag - Rare 1 - Gacha @ K U S T O M 9

Protip.

If the ONLY times you IM me or try to talk to me are the times you are emoting ripping off my skirt or some other action or line intended to get some free sex..... you are never, ever going to get to fuck me for free. If you have in the past, you won't ever again because you're annoying the shit out of me.

You WILL however get an all expenses paid trip to my block list.

Pantie Dropper

This guy is DEFINITELY way too sexy for all of us. We may as well just give up right now.

Edited to pass the time.

Standing around Escort Oasis with all of one IM in the last 2 hours. Sigh.

Summer time is always slow. And my two best regs are missing in action, sort of. One of them spends a lot on me for a month and the disappears for about 3. Lather, rinse, repeat. Has been going on for a few years now. The other one and I haven't been on at the same time. Generally when I log on he's just started with a different [cheaper] girl, or finished with her. And I refuse to lower my rates for him because what he likes doing is a huge pain in my ass.

I don't even have shopping funds this week. Or last week. What little I've earned has gone all towards paying tier for my home, my lounge, and my adboards. When it rains, it pours. But when it stops, well. And so many shopping events going on right now that I can't even THINK about going to. I've been avoiding looking at Flickr and my SL Facebook just because I know I'm gonna see so many things I want but can't currently afford. lol.

Ah well. Summer is almost over and it generally picks up in the Fall/Winter.

ANYWAYS. Point of this was I was working on editing this pic while standing around EO, just because freelancing gets awfully boring sometimes. And I'm quite please with how it turned out.

I can't even pretend to understand myself sometimes.

[01:19] Slut FallenSlut Fallen humps your face.
[01:20] Ell Amaterasu: O_O gad dammn
[01:20] Slut FallenSlut Fallen implants her eggs in your nose.
[01:20] Ell Amaterasu: ROFL EWW
[01:20] Ell Amaterasu: I don't wantcha damn lady eggs in mah nose
[01:21] Slut FallenSlut Fallen duct tapes your nostrils shut.
[01:21] Slut Fallen: O.O
[01:22] Slut Fallen: Carry..... our children Ell.
[01:22] Slut FallenSlut Fallen dies.
[01:22] Ell Amaterasu: ROFLMFAO
[01:22] Ell Amaterasu: IN WHAT MY BRAIN?
[01:22] Slut FallenSlut Fallen comes back from the dead to gasp a raspy, "...yessssszz....", then dies again.
[01:23] Ell Amaterasu: Gurl when you went to dairy queen and they asked you if you wanted extra salt. You didn't say yes then give a wink did ja?
[01:24] Slut Fallen: I had burger king.
[01:24] Ell Amaterasu: LOL DID BURGER KING GIVE YOU SPECIAL SALT?
[01:24] Slut Fallen: I dunno what kinda icing was on the cinnabon dessert though

What the hell am I doing?

I just had to share this AWFUL animation with you. lol.

Cropped to protect the guy's name but seriously... this animation. What the hell. He was supposed to be yanking me around by the hair but....wow.

Hey look, a threesome!

I kept getting chased around by region restarts tonight. First my home, then the lounge, then a random skybox I have, then my rental office... so finally I ended up searching for "adult" and TPing to a random location. While standing there I started looking around and being the nosy bitch I am, camming on the people in the area. And this is what I found.

Awwww yis, that is one hot threesome. While I was cropping this pic his two playtoys left, and of course he ended up IMing me. He said my pussy makes him horny.

Eh, not really any of my friends or clients on. I'm bored. I'll play along for a little while.

Oh. That makes sense.

I was wondering how Platinum still had 30k+ traffic even though every time I go in there it's empty. Granted, I don't go there OFTEN, but the times I do there's been 2-5 people in the club. Then I cammed up and oh.... yeah. That makes sense.

Are VooDoo sploders still going to be SL legal after the new gaming TOS kicks in?

I haven't been ignoring anyone, I promise.

SecondLife has been weird for me and I don't know how long it's been going on. I just noticed it the other day when talking to Ell but basically....

Sometimes I don't get IMs. And I don't mean they go to my offlines even when I'm logged on. Offlines go to my e-mail and I haven't gotten any of them there. And they don't show up when I relog. They're just....gone.

So now I'm paranoid that people have been IMing me, I've not seen it or known and then they think I've just been ignoring them. I swear I haven't.

I've been looking for ways to fix it but I haven't found anything yet. I just tried a complete reinstall after I discovered the problem so I don't know if it's fixed now or not.

So basically, I promise I have not been intentionally ignoring anyone.

If you think I've not been getting your IMs please comment here or drop me a Notecard....and I'm super sorry if I've made anyone made or hurt any feelings because of this. D:

Oh, you know...

Just dancing around with Ell.

*head desk*

I was helping this guy decorate his giant sim sized manor, for FREE I might add, just because I like decorating. I was using items already in my inventory since he didn't give me any shopping money and I wasn't about to spend my money buying stuff for his house.

He's always kind of bugged me, especially when he tries to order me around like he knows me. But after I decorated 3 or so rooms for him, he just stopped talking to me at all. Which I didn't mind too much. I'd briefly considered going back to his manor and picking up my items, but I figured I'd leave them be since they were pretty much all C/M items.

Then tonight he decides he's ready to [ kind of? ] talk to me again. It's been at least a month, maybe more, since the last time I went to his manor.


[03:16] Decorating Impaired: what are you up to ?
[03:17] Slut Fallen: Checking out the new round of fameshed
[03:17] Decorating Impaired: huh ?
[03:17] Slut Fallen: a shopping thing
[03:17] Decorating Impaired: i need to finish decorating
[03:17] Slut Fallen: you still haven't finished?
[03:18] Decorating Impaired: you said you woudl help
[03:18] Decorating Impaired: I don't do it on my own
[03:18] Decorating Impaired:I get females tod o it
[03:18] Slut Fallen: I did! I worked on three or four rooms.
[03:18] Decorating Impaired: My place would looka  mesh
[03:18] Decorating Impaired: if I tried
[03:18] Decorating Impaired: lol
[03:19] Slut Fallen: I did several rooms. Then you just sorta stopped talking to me so I figured you were done decorating.
[03:21] Decorating Impaired: come here *He TPed into FaMeshed, landing right in front of me*
[03:21] Slut Fallen: where?
[03:21] Decorating Impaired: right next to you
[03:21] Slut Fallen: Im like, almnost right behind you.
[03:24] Decorating Impaired:c omming ? * I have no idea where he was. I was lagging bad so just camming around *
[03:27] Slut Fallen: Where?

And then I TPed home.

It's been about 20 minutes since then and he still hasn't told me where he had wanted me to go. Or maybe he was just trying to ask if I was having a shopping induced orgasm.