What even...

Looking around at small, low prim, cheap parcels because I'm thinking about setting up a little photo studio. And this place is next to one of the places I checked out. I would definitely not use the ground level if I got this spot and they were my neighbors. I mean, what is even going on here?

RL is a pain in the ass.

I haven't been around much because I've been preparing for a RL move. My RL BF got a promotion, with a decent increase in pay and hours, but it's in Texas. So been slowly packing up and arranging for our new home and all the other fun crap that goes along with an out of state move to a place you've never even been before.

The move is this week, so hopefully I'll be back more often in a week or so once we get settled into our new place.

Lu.

I have no idea if you still check this or not, but here's a picture I took ages ago that I'm not sure you ever got the chance to see.

Another terrible club in the works.

A few weeks ago I had some girl at Redlight banned because she was spamming everyone that landed there about some new club. A few days later another girl, who was about 2 days old, messaged me and told me about the same club. She was at least polite so I asked for a LM to go check it out. And she didn't know what a LM was.

After about 45 minutes of explaining to her what it was, and how to make one, and her telling me about the owner of the club, she managed to give me a LM and I just sorta forgot about it.

Well today I noticed an adboard for the club and decided I'd go check it out for the hell of it. I landed and it was empty other than one other person standing outside. As I wandered around the owner eventually logged on outside as well. I tried finding an application giver but there was nothing. And btw, the decor was awwwful and looked like the club was straight outta 2009. But anyways, the traffic was 14k, on a full sim, and there was no one inside. One or two adboards rented and no history for highest tipped or highest donor. So I'm assuming botted traffic, though I could be wrong.

After a while of searching for the app I just decided to IM the owner since he was just outside. And here's what followed.

[12:24] Slut Fallen: Is there any sort of application or anything to fill out for your club? lol
[12:39] Club Owner: ?
[12:40] Slut Fallen: Is there an application to apply to work in your club? I went there and was looking for one but couldn't find anything.
[12:40] Club Owner: yes
[12:41] Club Owner: what's your username?
[12:41] Club Owner: I mean the viewer name, not the account
[12:41] Slut Fallen: Firestorm
[12:41] Slut Fallen: that's the viewer I'm using if that's what youre asking
[12:41] ** sends me a TP **
[12:42] Slut Fallen: did you mean display name? lol
[12:42] Club Owner: yes, sorry about that
[12:44] Slut Fallen: ok....both my username and display name should show in the IM. lol
[12:45] Club Owner: I'm on my phone. I can't see any of that
[12:45] Slut Fallen: ok. I'll just come back later and see if you have apps available then.
** I TP out **
[12:47] Club Owner: I can give you the application but it's something id like to take care of now
[12:48] Slut Fallen: Getting an app from a club shouldn't be so difficult. lol. It would be a good idea if you had an application giver set up so girls can just pick one up if they're interested without having to ask you and bug you while you're mobile.
[12:48] Club Owner: Once I get on my computer I doubt we'll talk :)
[12:48] Club Owner: that's true
[12:51] Club Owner: I will take care of that later. one second as I send the app
[12:52] Slut Fallen: no problem.
[12:52]  ** gives me a brochure about the club **
[12:52] Club Owner: you should have it now
[12:53] Slut Fallen: I have a brochure but nothing to fill out to apply to work there.
[12:53] Club Owner: lol I could give you the extensive one but it needs to be edited
[12:53] Club Owner: the idea is to make it as easy as possible
[12:53] Club Owner: one sec I have the one I give escorts
[12:53] ** Gives me a manual about escorts needing to rent an adboard, etc. **
[12:54] Club Owner: read over it and feel free to ask any question you'd like
[12:54] Club Owner: as long as you're able to agree to these policies, you are eligible for a job.
[12:54] Slut Fallen: well, typically an app has question to fill out and...apply. If I just look at the brochure and don't fill anything out, how do you know if you want me to work there and how do I tell you I want to work there? A brochure and a manual just tell the person what the place is like, not actually give them a way to say "Hey I wanna work for you, am I good enough?" So, thanks anyways, but no thanks. It seems like you aren't really set up to open or function yet. I'll check back some other time.
[12:56] Club Owner: I'm on my phone at work. this is me monitoring my current employees. Now you could kindly calm your ass down and wait for me to do this properly or you can go on your merry way. I told you ahead of time that this would be informal as I'm not on my computer
[12:56] Slut Fallen: If you don't even have an app for a girl to fill out though, how do you expect to get any additional employees?
[12:57] ** HOLY SHIT HE GAVE ME AN APPLICATION **
[12:57] Club Owner: if you want the pretentious bullshit, there you go. all in the notecard.
[12:58] Club Owner: this is SL. not many are willing to waste time filling an application like its a real world deal. they want to be out there working for their money. those are the people who make it here
[12:58] Slut Fallen: Wow, FINALLY got an application, when that's what I IMed asking for in the first place. You were the one that went through and sent a ton of other bullshit when I Just asked for a simple item. No thank you, no longer interested and good luck. If you didn't have one for me to fill out you could have just said "we don't have an app" and told me how you go about hiring girls.
[12:58] Slut Fallen: Again, thanks but no thanks, and good luck.
[12:58] Club Owner: You as we'll.
[12:58] Club Owner: *well
** I closed the IM **

[13:00] Club Owner: the application was valid but as we've relocated we're also working on our method of application. I explained that to you yet you insisted on an app. The manual states your eligibility, and the brochure shows you what the club is about. If you aren't eligible then what's the point of giving an application?
[13:00] Club Owner: People who come off the way you did tend to jump the gun. nonetheless good luck.
[13:00] Slut Fallen: no, you didn't explain it. You just said gave me a bunch of random notecards and then told me the app wasn't ready and I said I would go back later. But it's a moot point now as I'm not interested and I doubt you'd want me there anyways. Have a good day.
** At this point I just blocked him **

So. Needless to say I will NOT be working at Club V***. And I wouldn't recommend them to anyone either.

.......really?

[11:48] Mario: webcam ?
[11:48] Slut Fallen: no, sorry.
[11:49] Mario: ok sorry
[11:55] Slut Fallen: its ok
[11:56] Mario: webcam ?
[11:56] Slut Fallen: no, you JUST asked me that not even 10 minutes ago.
[11:57] Mario: ok sorry
[11:57] Slut Fallen: its ok.

Honestly I said "its ok" the second time because I was curious to see if he'd say "webcam ?".

Urf, still here!

Sorry I've been away from here for so long. >.< RL has been a bit stressful. My RL BF applied for a promotion and he got it, which is great news, BUT it's in another state. So we've been trying to figure out paying for the relocation, and trying to work with the relocation assistance his company says they'll provide, along with looking for a place to live and just.... sometimes I'm just too stressed out trying to prepare for this move to actual sit down and WRITE anything. But, things are slowly coming together and we should be headed out to Dallas-Fort Worth by mid-October.

Because I'm not sure when we'll get the internet hooked up then I've also been trying to bust my butt earning tier money to pay for my home and my lounge weeks in advance so I won't have to worry about them going away if I'm without internet for a week or so. We'll see how that goes. >.<

But while I was standing at Redlight earlier I did see this....interesting girl laying in the street. She's still there and sort of wiggling her butt back and forth a bit. I'm not entirely sure what she's doing. It looks like she's not sure how to complete a pushup so she's just....wiggling instead. I...I don't know.

My neighbor is an excellent decorator.

I ended up derendering and blacklisting everything on their parcel because 1.) It's ugly and 2.) the lag was killer. As I was derendering I counted no less than 9 breedables/zooby animals with full hovertext and movement enabled. >.<

She a stupid ho.

This is a thought that I've been mulling over in my mind on and off for a while. And to be quite honest, it's something that I think can definitely apply to SL and RL.

Why is it generally assumed that being a slut means a person isn't intelligent? Or somehow inherently "bad"?

I've gotten a lot of comments on my SecondLife name over the 4 years I've been using this avatar. I've been denied employment in clubs because of it. They wanted a "classier" image and my name didn't fit in. Alright, whatever works. I've had people exclude me from non-sexual activities and god forbid I accidentally end up somewhere PG or family friendly. I got told off once on a Moderate sim that didn't allow escorting. I wasn't there TO escort. I was there because a friend wanted to show me a train they had set up there.

All of these things were issues I expected from my SL name, but I just laugh them off because hey, I get it. My name is Slut and not everyone is comfortable with that. My display name is different for a reason. A lot of people have told me they aren't comfortable calling me slut and I'm more than ok with that. In fact sometimes it's almost jarring to me now when someone I don't know uses it because I sometimes forget it's my name. My FAVORITES though are the ones that ask me if it's ok they call me slut, or if I mind it. And I always have to laugh and say, "Well, I gave myself that name so...."

Anyways, getting sidetracked. Clearly my having the name "Slut" and being an escort in SecondLife and well, just all around SLUTTY in general hasn't had a negative impact on my intelligence.

In RL I've been promiscuous as well. My RL BF and I enjoy threesomes and gangbangs. I met him because he was one of my 1,000+ followers of my RL sex blog and to paraphrase, he started talking to me because he fell in love with my wet pussy. THOUSANDS of people have seen the RL me naked. I couldn't even give you a precise number of how many cocks have been in my mouth. Or even the name of all the men I've slept with. And disclaimer, I've always been safe/sane/consensual, been tested, used condoms, all the normal things people balk at when I say I've been just as much of a slut in RL as in SL.

But those things are my choice to do. It's my choice if I want to show off my tits. Or if I want to fuck 5 men in a night. My RL BF and I have a strong, stable relationship. We live together and we tell each other everything. I don't cheat on him. We're comfortable and happy with our relationship, and he loves that I'm a slut. And I love it too.

But look.... even after having dozens of cocks in me.... I'm still able to coherently write and express myself! I still received an excellent education. I still graduated high school with an A average. I still got scholarships to college. I'm still a classically trained musician. And I'm still a slut.

Enjoying being a "slut" and being intelligent are not necessarily mutually exclusive. Nor is being a slut my entire personality. Of course I like male attention. And female for that matter. I enjoy sexually charged conversations and roleplay. I enjoy SEX. I also enjoy cooking. And writing. And spending time with loved ones. And watching geeky tv shows and playing video games. Being a self proclaimed, and proud, slut is not the entirety of my being. And if I'm happy with the way I am, and I'm not affecting your life at all, then who are you to judge me for it? You may have your preconceived notions of stupid sluts and dumb whores, and I understand. But you might want to reconsider it, just a tad.

Silly.

Ahhh this annoyed me at first, but there's no stopping it, so I've just gotta laugh it off.

I'm a profile stalker. Always have been. When I'm bored or standing around somewhere I look at profiles of people around me. If someone on my friend list changes their display name, I look at their profile. If I haven't talked to them in a while, I look at their profile. You get the idea.

Anyways, there's a girl I know that's starting her own club. And whatever, more power to her. Clubs are hard sometimes but if she wants to do it, go for it. I look at her profile and she's got a section for her rules for being hired for her services.

And 90% of it is copy/pasted from my escort card. BUT. You can tell which 10% she added because all of her additions have spelling and grammatical errors. HAH.

This is nothing new really. I see my notecards and my words pop up all the time. I was working at this one club for a while as a manager years ago, then left for a while. When I went back a year or so later they asked me to apply to be manager again and gave me an application. And it was still the manager application I had made the year previous. Sometimes I look at a club notecard and the words and formatting looks super familiar and I'll check the properties of the card. It's not always an edited one of mine, but it occasionally it. Same with escorting cards.

And like I said, it can't really be STOPPED, so whatever. I guess it's flattering that people think my cards and words are put together well enough to steal. *laughs*

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