Hello December.

December is going to take all of my Lindens. I swear. Ok wait, picture first, then we'll go through all the freakin' events that are happening right now. If nothing else so I can at least remember where my money went to at the end of the month.

Photo taken at The Bay.

Ok, so I already went to Uber because I absolutely needed this hair from Little Bones. I got the group gift of it and immediately needed the fatpack. I actually whipped out the LetMeIn HUD so I could get it on the first day instead of waiting till an event wasn't packed full like I usually try to do. I miiiiight go back for the shoes from Reign, but I dunno.

Speaking of Reign, I have to get to FaMeshed at some point to get the shoes they put out there because they are amazzzzing. I'll wait a bit to fight that lag though. I bought a bunch of shoes from Moda this week, so I can hold off a bit.

Already went to the anniversary round of Suicide Dollz, but will likely go back at some point in case I missed something in all the lag.

There's various Winter fairs and sales going on that I'll get to sometime this month.

And of course, the big one. The Arcade. I am a gacha FIEND. I will spend thousands there, I'm sure of it. But it's one that I will definitely wait a little bit to try to get into. Everytime I manage to actually make it on the sim during the first few days my computer has IMMEDIATELY crashed. Gives me time to save up so I can go for those rares I need. >.>

suspended.

vain.

I guess I probably have to wear clothes sometimes.

Took a clothed picture just in case I need one for...something. hah. I guess I might need a SFW pic at some point.

New Profile Pic.

Edited to pass the time.

Standing around Escort Oasis with all of one IM in the last 2 hours. Sigh.

Summer time is always slow. And my two best regs are missing in action, sort of. One of them spends a lot on me for a month and the disappears for about 3. Lather, rinse, repeat. Has been going on for a few years now. The other one and I haven't been on at the same time. Generally when I log on he's just started with a different [cheaper] girl, or finished with her. And I refuse to lower my rates for him because what he likes doing is a huge pain in my ass.

I don't even have shopping funds this week. Or last week. What little I've earned has gone all towards paying tier for my home, my lounge, and my adboards. When it rains, it pours. But when it stops, well. And so many shopping events going on right now that I can't even THINK about going to. I've been avoiding looking at Flickr and my SL Facebook just because I know I'm gonna see so many things I want but can't currently afford. lol.

Ah well. Summer is almost over and it generally picks up in the Fall/Winter.

ANYWAYS. Point of this was I was working on editing this pic while standing around EO, just because freelancing gets awfully boring sometimes. And I'm quite please with how it turned out.

No sleep something something.

I've had trouble sleeping sooo I ended up making a new pic for my escorting adboards.

One more post....

Ryu wanted a picture with Ell and I and I liked the way it came out. Then Ell and I wanted a version of it with just the two of us too.

Take Me Away

Sometimes SL can be a lonely place. I'm not that good at making friends. I dunno why. Well, part of it is my name obviously attracts people that just wanna fuck a lot. But past that. I'm kinda weird. I don't ever feel comfortable IMing someone first until I've known them for a while or we have gotten comfortable with each other. I work a lot and sometimes hanging out means being at the club with me.

But sometimes dancing/escorting/managing get overwhelming and I just want someone to explore with. Play a game of greedy with. Cuddle. Go shopping. Be silly and run around tormenting people.

Ell is usually busy on her RP sim so I don't see her often. We IM constantly of course but we don't get much avatar face time. I spend a lot of time standing around my skybox or in the club alone or taking pictures.

I definitely don't meet a lot of men I feel connections with either. Hercule was ok at first, ages ago. He spoiled me and we spent time together on his sim but then he got....weird. He spent most of his time building and I would get bored standing there watching him while he occasionally TP'd me to where he was terraforming and would sometimes tickle me. Then he blamed me for not entertaining him enough. Whatevs. His English was hard to understand more often than not and he was high......again, more often than not.

Of course I miss Lu and shopping and fucking and dancing with him. And of  course logging into presents from him. But I've already discussed that some in here.

Kovu has come back, again. On another new name. But I haven't seen him online at all. Just got a couple offlines and a friend request. Plus, when he came back last time I just ended up getting hurt again when he decided that since I wasn't on as much as I used to be before I had my RL BF that he'd write in his profile his "partner box didn't really matter". Still upset about that. I don't partner people easily. In fact there's been exactly two people in my 4+ years of SecondLife.

I dunno. I want more SL friends and I want a guy to be with in SL. Someone that makes me look forward to logging on and talking to them.

Bleh.

I should get some sleep. I have to get up early (for me anyways) to go to a manager's meeting for the club. I dunno what to expect from that. Maybe some complaining that I'm not on during the day. But I'm a nightowl. That's just how it is.